something fren can really be a bitch you know...haiz...known each other for like wad 6 yrs...but that 6 yrs was like shit and full with lies.. i always give my old mates a chance to be nice to be with them but i know deeply they don like me...they pretend to like me but actually they don...INI MCM PUKI TIANG kan hahha but wad to do im not as cool as them ...i don have my own transport neither do my Boifren...SO yeah it bit hard and troublesome to travel arnd right and like for those who has...it it like easy for you travel arnd but at the same you must think that nt all as fortunate as you...!! i agree with the situation that some of you don want to invite me to such party bcos i have curfew and stuff. that part i totally understand but some i just don agree..

you said that im more to my boifren ...fren...for you info ....my bond with them is closer to you "PPL" and i proudly say im happy with them...slacking with them is the best timing..even though the are 22 they still have such thing as curfew or not interested in goin to such places. so i guess im more comfortable...!! goin to gig and have fun it not childish thing to do...you know...it make you releks....you pay $8 for some goof song....i won't pay $20 listening to you "MUTURE" advice and tips how to beautify urself...going to nail parlour and do some nail thing...i rather pay $20 for my cab fare home with boifren , on food and better still purify myself by turning me into good a person...and i don have the whole night sitting like a retarded alien...you invited us and jolly learn how to treat your guest nicely...!! sometime they really get my nerve but sometime i think 6 yrs of friendship with you ppl...kinda wasted...some tALK but they don it...some will...say but action was there...some are just "BUTT SUCKIGN BASTARD"

To my 6 yrs of frens: to some of you i might not be contacting to often and some i will...for those i did not contact at all...you should know who the fucking hell are you...if any gathering accure count me out...ok...bcos...i have my perspective..i have my way to hang arnd with my fren i have my way of thinking....!! if you think you guys can keep you butt sucking you can continue doing it, until when god only know, and please to you ppl..accept the truth ..bcos till when are u running away with...!! ONCE I HATE YOU FOREVER AND EVER I WILL HATE... I WILL NOT JUST HATE I HATE YOU FAMILY AND ANYBODY WHO RELATED TO YOU...I DON GIVE A FUCK ON THAT CASE..NO MATTER WAD YOU SAY"PLS LAH 6 YRS OF FRENS...SYG LAH.." GI MAMPOS...AKU TK PERCAYA DGN INI KAROK...kk...KURANG SEMUA PANDAI MUKA2 KAN...so be it...aku tarik diri aku klr dari krg..
AKU DGN DIA TAK AKAN JADI BAIK...MKN DAN MINUM DIA TK AKAN AKU HALAL AKAN....BILA MATI CARIK AKU KAT AKHIRAT.....!! DENDAM KAT KAU DAN KAU...TAK AKAN...HILANG...AND PLEASE JGN NK BUAT BAIK DGN AKU...AKU BREAK DGN SATU BDK...KRG BREAK DGN NTAH BRAPER...AKU PON TK TAU....KLAU KRG NK TAG...KER TK NK TAG TIU KRG PUNYA PASAL...BECAUSE I ALREADY KNOW THAT IM NO LONGER INVOLVE IN YOU LOT...!!! PUKI TIANH!!! TO SOME I ALWAYS BEEN HANG OUT...I CAN SEE U SEPARATELY FROM SOME PPL ABOVE..

THANK YOU!!

JANUARY 2010

Apparrently it not a good start for me. it been hell in 2010....because maybe i start out with a bad remarks...

on the eve of the new year i had a quarrel with edy, i mean a small matter but still it like a bad omen,to quarrel on the eve..and maybe it will prolong to the next year ..and yes...it like a taboo..we did quarrel on the new year 2010....i have no idea where this qurrel come about...but wad i know it came..in spilt seconds...so that a bad start....than come on to the attachment more bad start..it like hell but im already two day mc hahha!! but worj is really a pin in the ass...you know...i have this partner..and she a girl...and gosh...im really bad at communicate with ladies....ecspacially those who are like pretty or like the "it" girls...and my thought was wrong but when i get to know her on the following she is it "it" girl...a pain i should say evn though she nice and everything but some girls are just...girls....plain bastard..you really love to stab u...right at the back...ohwell she quit...and the job...is harder...ot not hard it just that i..check but than i realise my mistake...wah...this is chaos..lah...but wad to do...this is work...you got to get the kick to be on the front row...argh shitty shit..!! well she is off..but im lucky...there someone to help me...that y i can never join the "it" girls....they can be very nice..but at the same..they have..something shitty goin on..

NEXT up..is about my family thing as u know my term with my mum and sis...aren't goin that well..so something..happened...i kener chicken pox...and that when mum advised...and i come to know that some is very nosey about my personal life..!! look u daughter have issue with you..but i seriously...keep my nose out of you business....i can tell you what ur daughter have said about you but hey i keep my nose out of it because this is ur family...not mine...and i don want ot be kpo...get involve in your family...!! i did not put in my family...name...than how about ur daughter...??? i would really thank full u keep you nose to urself..OK..EVEN though u close oto my family...and i respect...as what ur status are..but kindly keep ur nose to your self...bcos i keep my nose out of ur business...kindly..keep to yourself lady....!! i know your problem i know inner out shit...please don make me don something...or someday you will regret...i can't tolerate people...who mind about others business..but look out....check in your daughter......

ME AND MY LOVELY MR.MEDIC...IS HAPPILY LOVING EACH OTHER...I SORT THINGS OUT...AND IT LAST WEDNESDAY WE TURN 1 YEAR..LOVING...EACH OTHER..SO MUCH...!! i so happy with you sayang...what more i want....from...you...!! i love you so much...!!!

Yesterday my plan was goin bakc home straight than i quckly take my shower,,have my dinner..face my lapppy than i wait till 8 plus for a phone call than come ten im want to  watch my CSI.!

Unfortunately...

i did all the part  goin home as fast as i can than...shower and dinner thing....phone call arrive than..i was so sleepy when the phone call arrived haah i was like..some where in  my dream...yeah...my issue with mum have started again she claim that i spend to much money...than she don have the money bcos..hmmp...one day spent about $6 she goin nuts lah...than she says that we as her children will always being rude her lah..and everything we did nt thank her enough as a mother..lah..haiz..! phatethic..right..!!

i wish i can go somewhere..and live somewhere ..when i have the money and the stabil job im sure to move out from the house, precisely not my second sister she like a pain in the ass you know...feel like..irritating bastard ...she think that her room and stuff i should nt even make a mess..!! if this continue forever man i will never come and talk to her..even though she need my help...now she became..my mum apple's of eyes....i mean wad the fuck ..right..i lucky this is my attachment month...haha!! as for some this 2010 seems to be a wonderfull time but my fisrt week is like shit..and i hope n pray the day will be more better,,,!1 SOMEDAY I WILL PACK MY BAG LEAVES THE HOUSE..ONCE I GET A ROOM FOR RENT...IM SAYING BYE TO MY FAMILY...AND I NEVER LOOK..!! some of you will think that im bad daughter..who left her mom because she could nt stand her...im 21 and still ppl look at me like a mummy girl..i will never grown up..if she continue doin this...to me..! once im 21..im allowed to do...things...!! most of my fren says no matter wad she ur mum and u should ne disobey her...or else ur will suffer after life...so now before life im already suffer so when i died i should be at ease,,,right..!! hhha!

GOD PLEASE SAVE ME..YOU ALWAYS..THROW MY MIND OFF..WHEN I HAVE THE INTENSION TO RUN AWAY FROM HOME....Y Y SHOW ME SOME LIGHT...SOMEWHERE..ACROSS THE ROAD HAHA!!

SO TODAY IM ALONE IN THE OFFICE THANKS EH JAIKUMARI...INDIANS ALWAYS HAVE A DRAMA IN THEN JUST LIKE IN THE MOVIE..SO MANY STORIES..BUT...ONLY FIRST PART IS TRUE..HAHA!! IM NT BENG RACIST BUT THIS IS THE FACT LAH..! SO LUNCH ALONE..EAT ALONE..LATER SADRINA WILL COME AFTER ONE AFTER THAT I CAN ENJOY AHAHHA!! NAH...ACTUALLY ...AH NVM ..IM OFF NOW!!

Hi all,

haha!! currently im doing my cheap labour work at TTSH..which i can say lah chill but when the dateline comes in i have to prepare my work properly or i end up screwd. so i come this morning at 9 s..punctual..i know..as im alone in the office bcos sheema have npot reach yet..so suppose..im alone..! so got call by my supervisor about data stuff...so i ahve to play sadrina role as report sender..haiyoh...need to send to alot ppl for checking...beside that i need to endure that the date has been change all that small thing...lah..i surppose..im doom..but after allthe report that i submitted ...after lunch im probably free hahah!! after 3 im already on the net..listening to music and stuff but when the emails and data that needs to be refer..oh gosh u really feel the rush rush...hahah!! after all ur just a cheap labour...do work and work..hahah!! so wads..haha..as long im in TTSH..im happy bcos..edy was assign to Yishun ..SO their ambulance would arrive at TTSH..but...haha there is a but..it nt happy thing..though...!! im here in the office and he there saving life..but at sometime he text me that he at TTSH i wish i could run and see him wearing his uniform..haha i know that he is proud of his uniform bcos if the gold color thing but at the same time he derserve to be were he is.....im proud of you!!

haiz..almost a week we did nt see each other...and sometime when i receive his msg..i feel like i want to run..cross that bloody road...and search for him..even though i could only see him from far..i happy...im happy bcos he's happy..to save ppl live....that bloody guy haha!!love you lah syg! i could oly throw my feeling out at him when he reach home..but once he reach home...he's already tired..and i was about to sleep..hah funny right..bt hey..i hold my eyes..ans wait for his..calls....loving that i know that he always sms when he out from station..hha so when i received that kind of msg i be running...around search for the house phone when i get it..gods knows..how fast i dial his number and hope that he will picj my calls asap...when he pick up the phones..both of us says the same thing..haha!1 how cute right...hahah!! like can't wait to tell each other wads going in my attachment and he will tell me his work..and stuff...than we would laugh..and made stupid jokes..hahah!!

one of it we make fun was...when u have badly cut ...hahah don use tissue..just use..kotex...it absords faster..save the environment..hahah!! it's has sticky tape on it..so just roll ove..haha!! can hold up to 4 hrs hahah!! and kotex are cheap...hahah!!

we laugh the whole night and he even says that the more i talk the more he feels like..stuffing the kotex in my mouth haha!! haha...he also should use it in future..hah!!

but im always worry about him...but i hope...bad thing won't happened to him ..and i hope that he will never occur such thing ..i always pray that he same and sound at were he is...saving ppl life is important but more than is save ur self...no matter!! so tomorrow he off...so..yah....maybe he can fetch,,mee.....!!

haahahhahhahahaahhaa!!! hahahhahaah!!!

data entry..!!

i should nt wine about my attachment..soo yah